copyright 2012 Danise Codekas
Solar flares are driving me to drive too fast, in the sunshine, with the radio blasting, 15mph over the speed limit. Have to figure out why my computer is not talking to my printer, this week. New drivers? A disconnect which encompasses all my current social, physical, and mental accumulated wisdoms, to this point in time.
The unequivocal truth about the current time, in the universe, has to be the fact that that the current cosmic time is referred to as when all our past which no longer serves our growth, needs to be evicted from our lives.
So many lies I have told myself about me. All those negative beliefs about who you are, what your purpose is in the universe, need to be let go now. You have amount a year to do it, given the way cosmology is impacting all our lives.
There is not a lot of time to re-arrange our lives, o reach and strive for that which I truly want and can have, has shut me down in quiet unbelief while sitting in 14 inches of snow, and an ice storm without electr4icity, in order to process it. The massive solar eruptions, the past few days, of course, disturbed my complacency and contemplation, for which I am eternally grateful.
When earth changes, economics and personal revelations arise in the blink of an eye and a decision must be made, in order to advance, or vegetate, as we are now.
I thought I was safe for a while from impromptu, important actions, in changing my life. What a fool have I been? No? Yes! Unimaginable awareness of what life events meant in my life, and how refusing to own my wisdom,and the struggle is has taken to get to a point of clarity.
A half a million people have been wiped off the earth in the past 2 years, from natural disasters alone. Just wiped away, along with homes, animals, earth and man-made objects created for our survival. It took minutes to wipe off these souls fro the face of the earth. minutes, seconds.
The last 2 years have been hell, for most of us, if not all. The ability to adjust to our new understandings, which involved moving, leaving, going, abandoning, waking up, or hiding away.
When the sun shines, when the joy breaks through in those seconds of momentary brilliance and awareness, all this crap I am enduring, struggling with, disappears, in a minute, a second.
The false reality which I hold onto appears clearly inside my head. My mind and heart know what the truth is, even though, my current physicality on the earth, in my office, in my living room, remains unchanged, until I begin to release stuff, clean up and re-arrange, and begin to divest myself of also the objects and stuff which have served well in my chapel of life, here in the Pacific NW.
Along with self-awareness and enlightenment, comes the appreciation of different, art,music, writers, vistas and revolutionary men and women, who, like myself, are battling themselves out of their old egg-shaped energy forms and auras, because the old forms do not sustain, exist, or allow growth into expansive new lives.
I find myself taking different roads, meeting new people synchronistically, and enjoying and celebrating those friends and families who are doing incredible new things, in their own lives, yet, seem to be in shell shock, that they are doing them. They believe it is unlike anything they have ever done before and do not know why they did something.
I cheer them on because knowing the why of doing something new, bringing something new into their lives, based on a gut reaction , rather than fear-based analytical, hierarchical social customs, they are breaking out of the mold and terrors which have enfolded them in pasty grays and ribald fluxes.
Clarity and joyous possibilities arise and learning their own value and worth and wisdom flies into their lives, and mine, with incredible speed and accuracy. The universe is responding to desires based on self-revealing truths, and anyone who is hiding inside their cars, houses, playing the classy voyeur, or virile stalker are being identified and identified.
We are becoming our true selves, as a massive group cosmic awareness overtakes us all, on the planet. Like the earth expands and breathes, as New Mexico land mass expands because of underground earth changes from the underworld of geysers beneath Wyoming, our bodies are also boiling away the dross of our old lives, that no longer serve, and we expand into things we could never have imagined which change our lives, quickly.
We are bursting to experience that which we have wanted to for a long tine, only difference is that many of know that now all the power to create our lives, as we see in our hearts, is possible and is occurring in 2012.
Sitting here, at 230pm, in blazing sunshine, hot sun, solar flares coming directly at me from 93 million miles away, blasting my third eye, and 5th chakra wide open, without a coat, and wearing sunglasses, leads me to believe that perhaps my time in the Northwest is at end.
I need more sun. It is time to go back to Hawaii or California or Santa Fe and the fear I feel dissipates, about many changes and grows in others. I will simply have to throw it back across the cosmic Grand Canyon, and take a new breath.
The time is not far off when I will leave this place,where I live. It can be measured in months, I think. Not many, not few,however 2012 is the year of transition for me, in so many ways, that I see now, and in so many others which, I await their arrival.
“make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to boldly do things which you may previously never have thought of doing, or been too hesitant to attempt. So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservation, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun. If you want to get more out of life, you must lose your inclination for monotonous security and adopt a helter-skelter style of life that will at first appear to you to be crazy. But once you become accustomed to such a life you will see its full meaning and its incredible beauty.”
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