Resonance and Physics

© Danise Codekas, 2012, Resonance and Physics

"Be not angry that you cannot make others as you wish them to be, since you cannot make yourself as you wish to be." — Thomas a Kempis

The entire time I became involved with this journey into the space of my mind and the empty space outside of it, I realized that the only extemporaneous event that would relax me would be the constant challenging that I am required to face , every day when I awake.

I think it is imperative we challenge ourselves on who we meet, how we interface and what we do with the new information we have  about ourselves and if it applies to a current situation that needs resolution.

For me to say, I’m tired, is ridiculous at this point in time. There is too much to do. There are too many places to see and whatever it is that I am trying to exemplify in my inner questing for something that is indefinable. “Tired” cannot be part of the example that I use, when I become unalterably conscious, of all the various ways, that I am beginning to change.

Change occurs at the deepest level of consciousness and sometimes, as in my case, it can take years,months, minutes before it hits the surface cellular membranes, that surround the brain.

Internal change is the unspoken voice of soul and when you allow it to come to the surface, through quests, challenges and soul searching; or, ignoring the voice, as I try to do from time to time, eventually, it will explode into your mind. Bang, the new direction is set, much to your joy, or, as in my case a physical quest.

"That which you or I think is most unique about ourselves we hide. In ordinary discourse, in the normal state, we share our common self, our superficial self. Yet what is most unique about us is what has the greatest potential for bonding us. When we share our uniqueness, we discover the commonality in greatness that defines everyone on the planet." — Robert E. Quinn

Those people, places and communications you seek with others only come about if it resonates with you and how you resonate with them. Trying to find the right job, story, picture, home, right mate, only comes about when the resonance field around both objects draws you together. Basic physics 101. The part everyone forgets is that 2 objects cannot occupy the same space, at the same time. How that relates to love making, I will leave that up to you.

In time whatever it is you are searching for will or won’t show up and that all depends on the self-speak you tell yourself. if you say, “it’ll never happen” hoping it will, well, friends, it/he/she will not show up.

I know this type of reasoning upsets some of you, however, remember I speak only from personal experience, and a decades long perusal of ancient texts and spending time with a lot of mystics, healers, alternative health providers and shamans, and of course years with Tibetan monks.

Do I do it right? No, not all the time, it takes practice on my part and some people get it in a second, and those people are called enlightened beings. I do recognize one thing though, talking to people on this adventure of mine, some are seeing their desires, their thoughts manifest quicker now.

The veil between the thought and the manifestation has become thinner as we move closer to an understanding of our effects upon one another.

We become closer to one another through these communication tools we are experimenting with in the social media world, and in the places we take ourselves, listening to those inner voices.

Trying to figure out the right words and thoughts which will generate that which is the most resonant to me is taking some time. Place, relationship, story, photograph,car are all part of my journey now.

The things I am seeking, enjoying, looking at closely even though they are not in physical form. Many attempts at touching them, yet elusive, until that resonant wave brings the polarities into the same place. The new physics is really the old, as anyone who has studied the ancient texts of old cultures.

"The great paradox of the 21st century is that, in this age of powerful technology, the biggest problems we face internationally are problems of the human soul."— Ralph Peters

The Day of Change and Peace

Today was one of great change and peace for me.

I awoke realizing I had nothing to do, and not only nothing to do, but would try to enjoy the "nothing to do" energy instead of feeling 21st century, humanoid guilt about it.

Why must we always be put into a position of feeling we need to have something to do, by others, by societal screwed-up robotic thinking? It may be true that having nothing to do, for 6 months or 6 years, would speak volumes about your/my psychoses, which would require one of us, or hey, both of us to head into some jelly-fish infested waters, on water skis (once painfully experienced near Yorktown, Virginia), or climb up into Nepal, during an ice-storm, in order to shake our lethargy from consciousness, and realize that our reality is incredible if we challenge our hearts or ignore the screams of those who are stuck in fear.

However, in my defense, the past 7 years my life has been spent willfully tied in to someone else's time clock. Today, I am able to smile at the bunny in my yard at 830 am, while I am still wearing my comfortable yoga pants and my UC Berkeley sweatshirt.

I am not in my work clothes, today, since I left my technical publishing job yesterday. As an artist, I have declared that yoga pants and french cotton t-shirts will be my writer's uniform, from this point forward, and no longer will I require, of myself, to be en-clothed in a politically-correct wardrobe, for the non-artistic workplace, such as a military base. So, first official management decision, for my new life is now signed into law. Only regret is that I should have grandfathered-it into use years ago.

Today is the first day of the search for the words to fill a 300 page book, which will be completed and sent to book agent by August 3, 2010.

Of course there will be interrupts, by life's surprises, while writing and researching the book, however, I am not tied to an unfamiliar and unknown work meister or military-industrial complex general's demands, as of 12:01 a.m. today.

Don't get me wrong, it was a great job since I knew what I was doing and doing it well. I explored and wrote about high-level architecture designs for software, which for some reason, I just had a knack at understanding. However, even I know when the time has come to take on new challenges, like learning new words, so that my spirit soars and the heart is fed.

As I rode around the planet, over the years, I spent lots of energy seeking mystics, healers and gurus and saints, to see if they were what people thought they were or would spend time exploring their energy, picking their brains, or sometimes delighting in the pure joy of seeing them face-to-face.

Always canoeing my energy into places, one might not normally go, helped me to learn things about myself and others, and sometimes even fall into the arms of some lovely man who I would never stay with forever, but, for a time, our relationship became a classroom in learning about caring, trust, and love.


There were other times,such as one day in Calcutta, when I walked into the middle of a Communist take-over, (Calcutta had a communist government then) and had to be escorted out to the airport by a tank, with a group of freaked out tourists, who thought they were going to be blown to bits. (After flying off a 50 foot hight, ice covered cliff in the Pennsylvania mountains, on a toboggan, and living to tell about it now, a tank with a cannon aimed at me, while sitting on a warm bus, is relatively safe place to be for me.).

The bus vs. the tank was tense, for sure, like all tense moments in life, which is why they are called tense moments. Then the stress ended after I was pushed through the airport, out onto the tarmac, at 3a.m and thrown on a plane to Bangalore, with, of course, the same group of frightened tourists.

At that point I would have loved a bowl of oatmeal or a mai-tai, since the tourists were more draining of my energy, then the Calcutta police and Indian Army, that night.

So, it appears I have some stories to tell, although telling them will involve lots of soul searching and, of course, lots of Mate and blueberry tea.

Getting unplugged from the old pattern will take about 3 days, and since the dark of the moon period, starts today and lasts for the next 3, it is a great time to meditate, cogitate, and resolve what I shall do with my time that will lend sustenance and peace to this planet, I call home.

It is a time of transition for me and I am peacefully entering into it. Breathing out stress, Breathing in Peace will be my practice for the next few days. Maybe you should to, as this incredible time of transition, for all of us, in the universe has made itself known in all our lives. When I think of where I was 10 years ago and how much more I love myself now, to be able to not rush wildly into the past, because it is familiar, makes me happy.

I am throwing some things together tomorrow, and heading out to photograph the new nature and baby animals arising via spring energy. Maybe I shall head up into the Mt. Rainier Valley or up the Nisqually River to photograph the new eddy's formed by this winter's snowfall. Wherever I land with the cameras, it will be the right place, the beautiful place, the place of transition and peace.